“All exact things just dull”
We always try to reach the presence lot of dull things 
For the first time I knew, all of things in this world; it’s a fatamorgane.
Why would I said that?
It’s simple. I believe there’s any life afterlife. And all we became from a such beforehand souls. Ain’t we?
I sometimes regretting things that may happened not same as my high-expectation. But, now. The side-effect of that; anxiety. I always thinking some nonsense things just to get myself broke after that. But that’s a habit. More than a habit, that’s an illness. I regretted.
I wouldn’t let myself bumped into the things called happiness. Back then, 2020. There’s even nothing inside myself. And that’s because anxiety.
From then on, I never be an old version of me. There’s only one statement I claimed that true. All exact things just dull.
Just some humor of me to keep all better. To keep alright. To keep my mentality okay.
With no any thoughts re-dominate my mind, all over come better.
I’ll be alright, sometimes.
Speaked from any experiences, and self-control: I’d like to say, “You’re good without any thoughts.”
It’s just scared you much. Even some things not came as scared as your fucking mind,
When you try to heal your mind, just try to not think about anything. YOLO, right? I also remember, one of my teacher told me that; live likes the water flow it’s not good. Because you can’t even building yourself. Water always flow and re-built itself depends to it belongs. Just dependent things,
But, one side. They’re not tell about the impact for us.
Live likes the water flow it’s good.
It’s good for your body maintenance. It’s good for your mentality. Even good for all over yourself.
Cause the water itself is the dull things.
You must not be worry about anything, Suferrer!
(even to myself)
Try to heal your mind and relieve your anxious by this overcome statement:
“All exact things just dull”
We all die in the end, though. Don’t be too much to this life. You borned to die.
P.s ; all these came from my experience
